New Nails New Room! XD

Yes! Just what the title says...I gt new nails and a new room! lolz...

New nails?

haha..I went to the nail saloon yesterday afternoon right after Japanese class..

Polished Diva Nail Studio.

Located in Chong Lin Park...so near my house..X3

It was just to pamper myself..haven't done that in awhile...><









I went for a little snowy look..nice and cool~

The manicure cost me RM25 and the snowy design cost rm5 per finger...

Since the nail designs were kinda costly..I could only afford 2 thumbs..XD

Planning to make this a monthly activity?? Don't know..but real tempting..XD

Feel like getting pedicure soon...but gotta check my budget first..><









ah~~~ nice clean table...hmm..but wait till see it after a few weeks...won't be this clean anymore..XD

Well...I guess that's all..

Tut turu~!
~Onineko~

You're Not Sorry..

Even though I may not have the right to be angry..

I always have this feeling..and I can't stand it anymore..

Everytime we fight...everytime we got anrgy...

Even when we have made up..I still have this feeling lingering inside of me..

This song really explains how I feel now..every word of it..

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You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

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Everytime we fight and made up..I would feel this way..

When will it stop...

When will I stop...

A New Day

I'm going to Japanese class soon..

So I'll make this short...

Hmm..I've been thinking alot...thinking about all the problems around me..

I've decided to fight it! If your against me! Fine! I'll fight you back! Beware! X3

But all in all..I've gonna fight with all my might..

I still can't erase away this feeling...

The feeling of loneliness...

Where can I turn to?

Why am I so alone?

Surrounded by uncertainty~

A Series of Unfortunate Events

I feel like my life crashing down on me..

I feel as though someone is targeting me...

One bad thing after another keeps happening to me...

I feel as though I'm about to give up...

I've had enough! I can't take it anymore! It's driving me crazy!

I feel like i wanna run away! Run far far away from all of this!

But where can i run to? Who can i turn to?

I can even feel my own Mother is blaming me for this...

And I can't keep counting on my friends as they have their own life to lead...

And the person I like doesn't seem to care at all..

Suddenly..I feel so alone in this world...

I think I have always been alone in this world..

My feelings are all mixed up..I feel that I might just go crazy one day..

Or I might just say my last farewell to this world one day...